My very own pity party

I am having a pity party today. Looks like I am the only one that is going to show. The worlds smallest violin is playing and even that is pissing me off. I don't know what the deal is. I am totally aware that I am being irrational. I could really care less if I were to change things. I have no pity for the others around me. I am too busy using it up on myself. There is no particular thing that is bothering me...it is everything. I want someone to fix it, but I know what ever effort is made wont be the right answer. So, deal with it or go away! Maybe a nice nap or a few shots of something would make every thing all better....we'll see.